As I'm writing this, I'm struggling to keep my eyes open. Last night was a night of panic, worry, frustration, anger.... At times I just really struggle to come to grips with why God chose ME to experience such a load. I wonder what I ever did to deserve this, how am I supposed to grow from something that has made me so bitter at times? How does God intend to use this experience to grow me? Then there are days where I feel like I've grown so much and wouldn't change this experience for anything. Please continue to pray that God will give us peace, and that I will be able to let go of some of this "worry", and not play the "what if" game with myself all of the time.
Friday, June 13, 2008
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